My mothers first lover

Today morning i got this dream of a feeling that i am in a grave and i am a kid and its someone related to me(i guess the kids mother) i see lot of flowers and there i see three bright roses among them which was kept on the grave by this man who is not related to the person in any way.... then he starts walking away with a black coat .........when i woke up i remembered it and decided to write a poem ....called My Mother's lover or something ..... i googled to make sure no one has written such a poem ..... but i found a story in the name .... my mothers first lover ..... it was a great story

here are the links to the story

http://www.usm.maine.edu/~amoroso/edu100/p1.htm
http://www.usm.maine.edu/~amoroso/edu100/p2.htm

peace with yourself

Life in US has taught me a lot of things ....specially it answered a question which i had in my mind forever.i guess i finally found an answer for that in during my phd , may be its more because for the first time i am out of my very safe circle of trusted friends and family to a place where all u are valued is by ur utility to others .....


I had always thought people discuss about who is being great Steve jobs or bill gates .... but nobody talks about Steve Wozniak .... after all he was invented something called PC, it was the greatest invention of the century ......he become rich but seemed never after money, he is not as famous as the other guys .....he then went on to join a univ and taught as a professor .......this guy was a genius ....... he has not only created the electronic parts of the pc but programed it , he wrote the whole breakout in 4 days ........ but after all that his way of life is so different from the previous 2 ......

its just not this single guy but there are so many ppl i have met along my life who always made me wonder what drives them ...... after all money, name and love is what everybody is after......

the answer cannot be said or explained it has to be felt ......and the truth is there is no "answer" at all.... ... i don't know who's path i will take in the future and i don't know who is better or who is right ......... but i have been struggling ever since i have understood the reality .......